What A Week

       After two months of being here, college has finally hit me. And it is not just a friendly punch in the arm. No, this was a Mohammed Ali on steroids, down for the count, lights out, you're not going to remember your name when you wake up sucker punch. A lot of shit happened, good, bad and downright FML-worthy. I'll try to look on the bright side first.Well...this is a lot harder than I thought....something good must have happened....Maybe it will come to me later. As for the bad...there was plenty of it. I fought with 3 people that mean a lot to me. While most of the problems have been resolved, I am still stressed out by them. So to
LB- I'm sorry, we both acted immaturely. Let's put this behind us.
ME- Again, I'm sorry. I haven't known you that long so it is amazing what a great friend you are. I won't forget that ever again. Thanks for being one of the few reliable men in my life
And last but not least ZB- I am not sorry. I will not apologize to you. You are acting like a fucking idiot. You are finally getting somewhere in life but you can't help but to screw yourself over. But you are not taking me down with you. You know I can't leave now, you bastard.
Not to mention I hit a new low in the form of procrastination this week. I started to 10 page papers the night before they were both due. I need to stop slacking and letting my personal life interfere with my academics. Gah!!!! I honestly have never felt so stupid as being here. At the same time though I love it. I don't want to leave. But I do.
I need sleep....now.....Good night y'all