Ok, so this is a draft of a speech or letter that I am going to give to someone very special. I know according to facebook we broke up, but we have both decided to give it one more shot. And this time I want to do it right.
Zach-
I love you. I never say it enough because I am afraid to mean it, but I do. You mean the world to me and I am sorry that it has taken me this long to realize it. Neither one of us is perfect and that is ok as long as we accept that about each other. We have both said some horrible things to each other, none of which we meant and that we need to let go of. I am sorry for my expectations. I am sorry for expecting you to live up to what Cam was. I'm sorry for expecting you pay for the mistakes that my family made. I'm sorry for taking out my anger and hurt caused by people like Andrew on you. I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I was too weak or scared to do. I am sorry my part in what we have become. I really do love you and I look forward to marrying you. With your help we can make it. I am ready to let go of all of my baggage and treat you the way you deserve. I love you.
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