Last Day of Finals Tomorrow

   I made it through my first say of finals today relatively unscathed, but tomorrow I doubt that I will be as lucky. In the morning I have my Interpreting Literature final. I haven't gotten above a C+ on any paper in his class because he grades us like grad students. Also the major essay that we have to revise is on the one book that  I didn't finish. I am slowly coming to terms with the fact that there is no plausible way for me to pass this final. I am just going to show up tomorrow at 11:45 and accept my fate.
   My last final is my math final. In theory this could be really easy because my professor is kind of lazy. However, the majority of what I have to know has to be memorized. I can't memorize to save my life. I have to memorize the difference and functional equation for like 5 different patterns. Fml. But you know what? Once that is done life is going to be sosososososososososososososososososososo good. Because I will be at home for a month and get to spend time with some amazing people and it will be glorious.
T- 51 hours until Operation Home for the Holidays

Sorry guys...I just have to get this off my chest...

Ok, so this is a draft of a speech or letter that I am going to give to someone very special. I know according to facebook we broke up, but we have both decided to give it one more shot. And this time I want to do it right.
      Zach-
               I love you. I never say it enough because I am afraid to mean it, but I do. You mean the world to me and I am sorry that it has taken me this long to realize it. Neither one of us is perfect and that is ok as long as we accept that about each other. We have both said some horrible things to each other, none of which we meant and that we need to let go of. I am sorry for my expectations. I am sorry for expecting you to live up to what Cam was. I'm sorry for expecting you pay for the mistakes that my family made. I'm sorry for taking out my anger and hurt caused by people like Andrew on you. I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I was too weak or scared to do. I am sorry my part in what we have become. I really do love you and I look forward to marrying you. With your help we can make it. I am ready to let go of all of my baggage and treat you the way you deserve. I love you.

Where Did The Semester Go?

As it turns out, time doesn't stop while you bitch and complain. Lucky me. On the bright side I only have ten days until I get to go home for a whole month!!!! On the down side I only have ten days to finish all of my work and study for finals. I could handle the finals just fine, but on top of that I have to write a 3 page final statement for college writing, finish my powerpoint for italian, finish reading my book for lit, and then write the 5 page analysis for it AND complete a ten minute documentary for my sociology class. But the pay off is going to be amazing!! I guess I should stop whining and get to work :)